was going to go to Lauren’s for birthday celebrations
find out Michelle invited guy behind my back
and was not going to tell me
no more celebrations
sigh
# friends being bad friends
(via lulu-and-life)
"The bravest thing I ever did was continuing my life when I wanted to die."
Juliette Lewis (via calmitate)
(Source: halfasiangirlproblems, via lulu-and-life)
(via 2028miles)
UGH I hate it when I get ready to do something and then my friends call to cancel afterwards.
Now I am dressed and have makeup on and I’m just sitting on my bed.
I could have stayed shlubby!
sometimes I just have to sit on the floor of my room, frown incessantly, and let hot tears well up in my eyes because I miss my mother and it gets hard to handle every now and then
but it’s fine
(Source: icanread, via allmymetaphors)
(via alohabrina)
all of my nails are gone now
(Source: heartlessdrunk, via drinkyourmilkfool)
Now if you’ll excuse me, I have to go throw up all of the food I shoved into my face this afternoon.
I can’t sleep, so I’m going to take this time to make a reasonably sentimental/thoughtful/mushy/you-probably-shouldn’t-read-this post.
re-visiting a deleted post
I’d like to take this post to form some coherent thoughts about my feelings